I am feeling so unmotivated today. I've been sitting here at my computer for what seems like hours and haven't gotten anything done. I've had this feeling ever since I got back to school and i don't know what happened. Last semester I was organized and motivated and organized. I've tried the same techniques but they don't seem to be working for some reason. I'm struggling with my eating plan and was supposed to have been carp crashing this whole week and haven't at all. I'm feeling very discouraged about life right now.
It doesn't help that I'm getting overwhelmed and have much more to do this semester. I feel unorganized and lazy...which at the moment, is exactly what I am. I honestly don't know what to do about it. I have an assignment due by midnight tonight and I've only done about 1 page of it and I need at least 5. I'm thinking about leaving and going to TwoStory Coffeehouse but I don't want to leave my apartment either. It would require me to wash my face and put on makeup, neither of which I really want to do. Maybe I should try a daily fixed schedule like last semester. And a daily to do list. I'm just feeling down and like I just don't care but I do, I just have no motivation...I really don't know where it went. I think I need to be outside and stop skipping classes. not getting up in mornings really doesn't work well for me, it upsets my entire day (which you can clearly see).
I'm going to go organize something, that always make sme feel better :).
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